As I told you in my last post, we had a negative pregnancy test and we were very disappointed. The next day, I went to the gym so I could get those nasty cramps going in to a menstruation.
I have to say, going to the gym was so good for me. I did my best, went running on the treadmill, did my ab workout… And when I came home, I had a nasty case of the cravings. So I had some wine..
All you need is to wine, girl.
It can be very healthy just to be a little down, get everything out of your system and start fresh the next day. I intended to start my diet the next day and of course I didn’t look forward to that. I drank my wine and went to bed. Halfway trough the night I had to pee.. I checked. Still no period.. The next morning I still didn’t get my period. I had the nasty cramps and was doubting about a second pregnancy test. What’s the harm, right? The whole night I was half awake.. thinking what if’s and what not’s.
I decided I would do a pregnancy test. I went downstairs and turned on my phone.
No period, doubts and pregnancy test
*Ping, ping, ping* It’s my friend texting me if I had my period yet. I immediately texted her back that I was on my way to do the test. She told me to do it as well since she had a very good feeling about it. It was so weird. I was two days late.. had all the signs *that I was ignoring* and just this very strange feeling of hope in my heart. I got a cup, did my business and dipped in the pregnancy stick.
All I saw was the horizontal control line. S**t… No pregnancy.. I started to really freak out when I saw another line coming straight trough the horizontal line… Was it?? I don’t know. Maybe I’m losing my mind. I texted my friend… “Girl…What the.. f*”??…
Until next time,